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Monday, September 14, 2009

The Valueless Life?

I keep reading, with utter dismay, of all the conflicts in the world that seem to drive up the price of essential commodities that promote human life.

In Russia and the Ukraine, people are freezing to death, and there is a fight. In the Middle East, there are wars on top of wars that seem to regulate the price of Oil.

Around the world, people are freezing, unable to afford the very thing that could prevent that, meanwhile the price of Oil keeps going up so the Oil Barons can get richer. To what end do these riches yield? "What value does a man have, if he gains all the possessions in the world and loses his soul? Praise the Dollar as God Himself!"

I question the bailouts in the US, for bailing out the ones that spend money foolishly and care nothing about the common man, I question the Oil Barons, who speculate on the price of a necessary commodity in this day and time, as if they were shooting craps at the casino. Guess what folks, there is an eventual crap out, where the house takes all the table stakes and your left with just a little bit in reserve, perhaps to speculate some more a push for more wealth, no matter what the personal cost is.

In Houston, Texas, as a disabled vet on limited income, the energy companies here don't hesitate in the heat of summer or the dead of winter to cut the necessities of life for not paying the entire extravagant bills they send. There is no heart and soul in these actions, only dollar signs, and human life is not even worth a penny to them if it's not in their pockets.

What's happened to the world? I really don't know, and I question all humanity on this issue. What happened to the days when people actually cared about other people, and would belly up and provide for each other, no matter what the cost. Have we become that selfish and self centered as a society? How about just sitting with someone, perhaps that person on the street, laughing with them, giving them your smile…..it doesn't cost you a penny, but it does take about 5 seconds of your precious time. Sounds pretty cheap to me, except….time is the most precious commodity we have to give each other. To bad, in this hectic world, we take that for granted and spend the time we have chasing the almighty dollar that sharing God's Love with each other.

Who knows, in an ideal society, there would be no hunger, no greediness, no lack of self worth, no suffering, no loneliness……perhaps we would be one people, together, with full lives and no worries about today.

"But of these, three remain faith, hope and love…but…the greatest of these is Love!"

Thank You God, for the precious gift of time (love) You give to me….I pray I give enough time and love back to You through human compassion and kindness……

Just Because


 

There is a man that sits at the bar,

Most look at him and see old fat and ugly

Within that man, is wisdom and great knowledge

He's stood on the lines

He's fought the battles

And within him resides

A heart of Gold!


 

He's asked for something special

A pan of cornbread

And a few homemade muffins

From a very special kitchen


 

I hear that request

From a friendly bartender

It's a special request of me.

A bright ray of light

Has just filled my life.


 

I'll make the cornbread and muffins

And a little something extra special

Just because

I'll make it very special, from my special kitchen

Just because

God put this special moment, in my life

Just when I need it also,

Just because

Questioning

Genesis 1:26

Then God said; “Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and elt them rule over the fist of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.” So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.

God blesses them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fist of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground.” Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. And to all the beasts of the earth and all the brids of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground – everything that has the breath of life in it – I give every green plant for food.” And it was so.

In the creation of Adam, God made man in His own image, and from Adam, God created woman. When woman (Eve) caused man to sin against God, God punished them both by casting them from the “Garden of Eden” and from his presence, forcing man to toil and work to provide for their needs. Woman was further punished with the pain of childbirth, as a constant reminder of the woman’s part in the downfall of Man.

With this wonderous miracle of birth, Man and Woman become one and produce offspring, a family.

Genesis 4

In this chapter, the bible speaks of Adam and Eve, having been cast from the Garden of Eden, beginning the work of creating a family. To them were born two sons, Cain and Able. In verse 8, it tells of Cain attacking and killing Able, his brother. In verses 10 through 15, the bible speaks of Gods punishment on Cain for the murder of Able, setting Cain apart from God, never to be in Gods presence again, and of Cain going to the land of Nod, where Cain found a wife, and began to build his own family. To them was born Enoch.

In verse 25, the bible speaks of Adam laying with his wife, Eve, and another son being born, Seth.

I have often wondered, there is not anything in the Bible of God creating any other human beings than Adam and Eve. Where did the land of Nod come from, and where did the people in the land of Nod come from. Taking the bible at a literal reading, the land of Nod cannot exist, and further reading in Leviticus and Deuteronomy forbid sexual relations with brothers and sisters, cousins, aunts, uncles, etc… Yet, in Genesis, it would seem that it is the accepted norm to procreate with brothers and sisters, as well as possible with Mothers and Fathers. This is just from taking the Bible at a literal reading, and is further backed up in Chapter 5.

Genesis 5

When Adam was 130 years old, Seth was born. Adam lived to be 930 years old, and produced other sons and daughters. Seth, at 105 years, produced a son, and afterwards other sons and daughters.

Exodus 21

These chapters speak of laws governing the Israelites.

Numbers 5

The following chapters speak of other laws and rules governing the Israelites in the desert.


Deuteronomy 7 onward

Further rules and laws governing the Israelites.

Noteable is chapter 14 for the discussion on Leviticus.


Leviticus 11

Verse 1: The Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Say to the Israelites: ‘Of all the animals that live on land, these are the ones you may eat: You may eat any animal that has a split hoof completely divided and that chews the cud. There are some that only chew the cud or only have a split hoof, but you must not eat them. The camel, though it chews the cud, does not have a split hoof; it is ceremonially unclean for you. The coney, though it chews the cud, does not have a split hoof; it is unclean for you. The rabbit, though it chews the cud, does not have asplit hoof, it is unclean for you. And the pig, though it has a split hoof completely divided, does not chew the cud; it is unclean for you. You must not eat their meat or touch their carcasses; they are unclean for you.

Of all the creatures living in the water of the seas and the streams, you may eat any that have fins and scales. But all creatures in the seas or streams that do not have fins and scales – whether among all the swarming things or among all the other living creatures in the water – you are to detest. And since you are to detest them, you must not eattheir meat and you must detest their carcasses. Anything living in the water that does not have fins and scales is to be detestable to you.

These are the birds you are to detest and not eat because they are detestable” the eagle, the vulture, the clack vulture, the red kite, any kind of black kite, any kind of raven, the horned owl, the screech owl, the gull any kind of hawk, the little owl, the cormorant, the great owl, the white owl, the osprey, the stork any kind of heron, the hoopoe and the bat.

All flying insects that walk on all fours are to be detestable to you. There are, however, some winged creatures that walk on all fours that you may eat: those that have jointed legs for hopping on the ground. Of these you may eat any kind of locust, katydid, cricket or grasshopper. But all other winged creatures that have four legs you are to detest.

You will make yourselves unclean by these: whoever touches their carcasses will be unclean till evening. Whoever picks up on of their carcasses must wash his clothes and he will be unclean till evening.



Where is the simplicity of Christmas?
What happened to the happy times we all remember as children, when parents and kids, as well as families gathered, and good times were had by all. Did those times really exist, or did we just hope they did? I have memories of mostly fights and hard times during the holidays, especially having the time to spend with both my Mother and Father, and the guilt put upon me if I even hinted of spending time with one or the other. Happy times?
Well, it was for the friends and church, and sledding, and well, all those good times. Hence, in later years, I have finally picked my own family, hand chosen, and we all have memories of hard times during the holiday’s. How do we correct those?
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Christmas on December 25th, a picked holiday for the celebration of Christ’s birth, set in winter, close to the Feast of Mithra in ancient Rome. After the American Revolution, there was no Christmas for 67 years, as it was considered a holiday of the Crown, and had no place in American Life at the time. Congress worked on that day for many years. However, Christmas was reinvented in America as a more secular holiday.

Why is it that some people do not have the drive, or the ambition to do things with their lives, and then get angry when they figure out that they could have done things, but just didn’t. This is completely self destructive and also can kill ambition in others as they set out to put them down, and keep them down with abusive behavior, much like a bully from childhood days. Perhaps they should grow up and face the realities in their lives and accept that they are the cause of their own problems, and not the world around them. Life would be so nice if that were the case, where people accepted responsibility for their own actions, instead of blaming others for their shortcomings.

It’s very interesting to me, the way that people are judgemental and have to put labels on people or behaviors. There is a lack of understanding or accepting that is all consuming. From the environs of the uneducated life, there is not the ability to comprehend how a man can be a good cook, or have taste and like the finer things in life. Instead, there are labels that pertain to what is a woman’s place and what is a man’s place in the world. Just when you think you have all this figured out, it changes with the new people that come into your life, and it’s sometimes very uncomfortable, and the insanity of the world comes back full circle to you.

What’s all this about a college education and a college degree. It is my experience, as a man, with advanced degrees, that number one, it is harder to get a job that it is if I just put on the application that I graduated High School. And, if I do get the job, I end up being the lowest paid on the ladder of “success”, than the person that has a junior high education, and no GED, doing the same job. However, it seems that I end up doing their job and mine, as they continue to get the paycheck. Good luck getting the foot in the door, as that is the hardest to do with an education.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Today’s Sordid Judgementalness

Today, I am praying for guidance in a seemingly tempestuous world, a world that is consumed with credentializing every aspect of life, proving or not proving what is and what is not.

Do we really have the right to judge others by our personal criteria? What are the metrics of success we expect everyone around us to adhere to? Perhaps we should drop our perceptions of what we expect of others and learn to look at people as individuals with gifts, talents and skills that have been developed differently than our personal ones and learn to accept the person as a unique individual and not depend on some mundane paper trail of life.

Do our preconceived perceptions and societal norms rule our decision making process? Can we actually look at someone without these preconceived quantifiers and actually see the person? Are we interested more in social/societal value or in the human/spiritual traits standing right in front of us…questions of life to ponder on a regular basis?

I challenge you to a task, take a dollar bill out of your pocket, loot at it, admire it, look at the picture of the President and pay appropriate homage to that picture. Now, recognizing the power of the piece of paper you hold in your hand, very gently and with reverence, tear it into pieces, feel the feelings as you tear up and icon of wealth and security. Let it put itself back together, stand there and watch it struggle to become whole again. I’ll wait patiently. Eventually, you will pick up that dollar bill and try to tape it back together, and make it acceptable in everyone’s mind, but it’s still just a piece of paper that holds some astronomical power and control in our lives.

Without human hands and minds that piece of paper doesn’t exist or cannot exist, it is something created by man, with this piece of paper you are holding in your hand is created by man, the gift and the blessing is the person standing there in front of you that wrote this and shared it with you, by whatever means possible and probable.

As we prepare to walk through these days we have on this earth, it’s my prayer for us to look at people just as they are and not expect anything else. The blessing is the human contact we share, one to another, where every aspect of a person’s reality and life is shown. “The proof is in the pudding, not the pudding in the proof!”

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Sacred or Secular?

I am in the process of preparing for some solo recitals and possibly getting back into the seasonal soiree's so encompassing for performing artists. What a relentless conundrum of exhaustive practicing and meticulous technical work!
In the course of this re-development of the musical arts, I am in a quandry as to what actually denotes sacred and secular music/performances and actions. Posting to the internet I have asked for input on these concepts and a bit of the discussion (with annotations in the proper places) seems appropriate at this time.
Let's take the Mozart Clarinet Concerto, K. 622 for Clarinet in A. The second movement is considered a movement full of melancholy and very intense emotions when performed a certain way. Is that what Mozart intended for this movement? Perhaps, looking at it from a different aspect, it can be interpreted as a movement showing love and adoration of a spiritual nature for expression on the concert stage around the world, or in a church service for meditation, prayer and thought about the Love of God and how it is shared.
Of course, there is the cadenza in the middle of the piece, where it is left up to the performer to give their own interpretation, unaccompanied, of the thematic materials of the piece or the freedom to interject various aspects of the spirit of the day in which it is performed.
I am considering, for a sharing experience in the sacred service of life at church the following, for the cadenza, a Pete Fountain, jazzy rendition of "Just A Closer Walk With Thee" or some some other soulful and fulfilling interjection of spirtual faith and love.
A bit out of character with the Concerto itself? Perhaps not, who's to know, so I ask the question of anyone out there, "What Would Mozart Do?"

Friday, August 28, 2009

Mediocrity and the Impact it has on our Lives

Perhaps you can take a moment and contemplate exactly what is going on in your life! Are you doing things that are inspired or are you merely just going about the day, looking at the clock waiting for it to be over?
I have been a clock watcher a lot in my life, waiting for the bell in class, waiting for the shift to end at work, and as a union musician, watching that union clock for the next break. I think of all the things I have missed in being so anxious about time, and how I spend it, whether it is of value or if I am just filling in the blanks with some busy work.
Spiritually, if I don't look at these "times" as sharing opportunities, I feel I am missing the whole point of even existing. At this point, I wonder how many of us just take up space on this earth and how many are waiting for something fantastic to happen in their day, life, or even their suppossed meger existence.
Wow, I could of had a V8 instead of being here...hehehehe (my off the wall sense of humor comes into play a lot).
Anyway, back to the topic at hand....I am studying the life of Gideon as well as David. Both of these biblical characters grew to be an army of 1 and defeated many odds that in today's world are seeming unsurmountable. Gideon reminds me of the soul that is seeking to lead people that have gone astray, back into the fold and David, with a mere rock, defeated the Philistine Army with one blow to the giant Goliath. These actions are unheard of in today's world, it takes massive armies to even perform a police action around the world.
Interesting concept, sounds pretty mundane to me, a lot of lives put on the line for some greedy people who wish to control the world in a massive ploy of control issues. Maybe, if their mothers and fathers had gone the extra mile (responsibly) and taught values to their children, the world would not be in the mess it has been for millenia.
Mediocrity comes into play in value judgements that are just not in sync with wholeness and wellness. Lack of care, concern and the willingness to take the easy road (go with the flow) concept overtakes legititamite reasoning and deduction processes and replaces these ideals with knee jerk reactions. Envy,Greed, Longing seem to come into play, not only for physical posessions of others, but also the inner strength that is shown by people who truly recognize God as the leader of their life and pay homage to Him instead of themselves. To show humility in today's world usually leads to some form of human humiliation and becomes circumspect in our realities.
There are some traits and some questions that are having an impact on my life right now that I would like to share with everyone who is interested and is not feeling the need to watch the clock.
From "Living Above The Level of Mediocrity" By Charles R. Swindoll....
1. Openly acknowledge what caused our present condition.
2. Focus Directly on the Lord and not the odds against you.
3. Declare your allegiance publicly.
4. Remeber that God pefers to work through a remnant.
5. Do not accept the glory after God uses your life!

I am taking off now for some serious contemplation on the inner workings of a swiss watch, and admiring the craftmanship of each individual part and the people that developed and worked on the craftmanship and the integrity in it and in them, people I will never meet and will probably never know, and give thanks to God for their intricate work on the timepiece that keeps time for me right now.....

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

My Ultimate Autobiography...

Chapter 1: I Am Born


Chapter 2: I Live (see attached)

Chapter 3: To Be Continued Indefinitely, Check Back for Updates....